COME OUT ALREADY

stupid egg.

CD18 and no signs of ovulation.

if these hormones don't help me pop out an egg, what's next?

um, hormonal much?

I hate to blame my hormones...well, not my hormones, those ones the pharmacist gave me...but yesterday I yelled at my husband because he wasn't good at helping me put the duvet cover on. hmmm. I guess I was partly upset because he told me he might be out of town the week he needs to (ahem) be in town. We've been waiting for this opportunity since January...and now it's finally going to happen and he might not be here?!? Okay, he's not going to a bachelor party..it's travel for work, but still...it's disappointing.

In other news, I bought way too many eggs (ha. I just now realize the irony of this) and I'm going out of town so yesterday was omelet breakfast and today I'm making egg salad for DH to have while I'm gone.

Two more days to go on Clomid...then, go ovaries!!

drugs drugs drugs

I started clomid yesterday. Yes, I wanted to do this naturally and without drugs. So for those of you who must keep score, I'm losing. But we'll win in the end, just you watch.

After no period for 4 months (and 1 period in 8 months) I went to see my doctor. They did a bunch of hormone tests and...NOTHING'S WRONG. My thyroid, testosterone, prolactin, estrogen..all normal. So no PCOS, which is good. Is it weird that I almost wish something was abnormal so I'd know what to fix? hmm.

I was on provera for 10 days to make my period start..and now I'm on Clomid for 5 days which should make me pop out an egg.

DH told me he the other day that he's proud of me for how well I'm taking all of this. He's such a good husband.

lovelovelove him.